Sigh.
I've been thinking about Andre from when he was small, about how fast babies grow, about how in the moment when you're up with them at 3 am to feed them you can't imagine the day they'll sleep through the night, and then all of a sudden you're there.
I also have about 7 zillion things to do in preparation. That is no lie.
I wonder what Andre will think of my mothering skills, especially with the lunch preparation thing. He is so darned picky! I just keep thinking about how my mom's lunches always were "wah wah wah" compared to some of the other kids -- will I inherit that inability to pack cool food?
Will I be like my mom and always be tardy for school? Will I always be late to pick up Andre?
It's the beginning ... and I can't believe he's this big!!!!
Most importantly, what happened to this baby????!!!! Waaaaaaaah!!!!! I must go deal with my emotions and 7 million things on my to-do list now .... :(
1 comments:
Sending you many good wishes for happy sailing. Every emotion is valid. It's a mess in a mom's heart most of the time, ain't it? xoxo
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